stupid & illogical

stupid & illogical up to a point where its totally impossible. its HATEFUL! y me? y does it have to happen to me? y can't i be a normal person?

every single time i have to bear with those arrows that come from the back... just going to a frens hse in the opposite taman, i have to get her parents name, her ic number n address... HOW EMBARRASSING! " tht gal must have done something so terrible that her parents control until like that.." "ya ya, dunno how we can trust her, since her own parents also dun trust her"

is it my fault? i didnt even do anything! y should i take all the blame? i dont deserve all this... i can't even make frens properly with those 2 dictators around... they are ruining my life... its so illogical, because of their stupidity, i have to take all the blame for what i havent even done!

i just wanna go out for some fun also cannot... they hv to ruin the mood by saying is very late at 10.30pm... 10.30pm!! late??!!! its soooo illogical... it happens all the time... i have to stop in between n go home... can nvr stay to the end... every time also i watch them make plans after the dinner, bt i have to go home... ITS SO UNFAIR!! y can't i do what other ppl are doing??

i really want my life back... i want to be a normal person... i dont want to be a freak...