hmmm hw shuld i put it? a rather meaningful day i guess...

JADC meeting was cancelled today as due to poor attendance, with me the guilty 1 contributing to that factor... lolz... anyway, we did hv an online meeting yesterday night at 1130pm... FINALLY yes FINALLY our Fumikun aka Kelvin Choy has something to say... after being MIA for ages... we made some plans n stuff for our nex event... i m incharge of floor plan pulak.... aish... hd the meeting till around 115am...

also 2dy's message was about something meaningful, empowerment n stuff.. also the church launched the PS3, something abt prayer shield for 3 ppl... encourage n pray for each other n things like tht... to sum it all up i guess the prayer is for other's well being n all... overall its a gud thing also...

Kenrick also shared wit me wht they did during cell, abt prayers... i nvr knew tht myself could b capable of praying for others other than myself... i mean i hv closed myself up from praying for others especially the church n its people... bt he wants me to close up this gap wit them n all... honestly i really want to, want to go back to those days where our friendship was really strong... bt i feel tht to go back being friends is really impossible. the onli ppl i believe are still on talking terms with me is Yvonne n Sheing Yee... sigh... bt still i m goin to take Ken's advice n talk to them... every time i think of running away frm the warzone, never once i thought of facing it... i think its time i faced it...

anyway, i named my hamster Chibi, meaning small in Japanese... :P