random thoughts...

hmmm... random thoughts always run thro my mind when i m alone tho... although that i do think abt the future n stuff, assignments, when are my nex holidays etc...

went for CF today, had a test for Comp applications so couldnt stay for the AGM... :P either way, cute little Melissa is our new President! yay! well, n i m Secretary... wanted Asst Sec at 1st, bt Mel asked me to b Sec... my 3rd Sec post nw.. its like i m collecting Club Sec positions... lolz...

a rather quiet fri night tho... supposed to go for Young Adults Zone (YAZ) nite at AOG. bt somehw nt really interested in going. now sitting alone in the dark i thought about something Ken said to me b4... 'i m open to all options' i wonder what can it really mean?

it could really mean anything tho... depending on how another individual interprets it. i can't help wondering tho, m i being played at again? nt tht i dun trust him bt things he does, words he says makes me have doubts. i dun wanna b a practice toy for him on hw to hv a gf... being negative isnt actually nice bt anything can happen... the last question is, m i jus being here for the sake of being here till he finds his perfect option?

either way, i can nvr be sure tho, of anything nw... everything is so vague... *feels depressed*