2dy is already the 17th of March... the days are passing extremely fast... sigh... soon it would b time for our finals and that is it for the 3rd sem... soon May would b here and we would start practicing for Bon Odori 2010... yay! always look forward to that every year. altho i have never been to the festival as a visitor, i dun regret it... participating and attending has a whole different feel i guess... hehehe... this year i promised to take Ching Yen in to do some photography n stuff... wonder what is there for him to photography in the hall tho... hehehe...

bt before all those can happen, i'll have to face my finals 1st... sighh... ah well, that's life... and it goes on..

this year is goin to be a bz year tho... newly elected Secretary for Christian Fellowship SCSJ, Secretary to the Mixed Martial Arts Club, and also Secretary + Main Event Coordinator (temp)... i really hope no more after this... any more is gonna b hard to handle...

in n unrelated matter, i m feeling kinda emo tho... well, i guess this is the onli plc i can b emo... hehehe... can't go posting all my emo-ness all over fb.. therefore everything goes in here... sigh... he told that his dad wants him to go work in aust... pretty upsetting tho... he told me tht he thought tht i wud me more emotional n all b seems like i dun feel anything... how on earth m i goin to explain that my heart ws breaking when i heard tht? if he goes, i may never see him again... T.T

sigh, my heart is even more painful nw... i ws ever so ready to bear the consequences of everything jus for him to stand up for me... was it so hard to understand? i could ask u to do so, then jus do it... y was it so hard? why? if u dun wanna dirty ur hands say so... tell me directly... dun hv to make such a big circle to make me get the meaning...

it doesnt matter i guess... i was always handling things alone anyway... so this time doesnt make a difference... i m alone once again...