been a long 3 mths... so terribly bz... hardly anytime for anything except to answer emails n check fb. o yea, n Kenrick n i are official n also well official with parents consent.. :D Praise God for tht..

putting those aside, there is a question i wanna ask. y can't ppl b more sensitive towards other's feelings? is it really tht bad to consider once in a while how the other person wud feel about certain things before actually mentioning it? nt that hard isnt it? then y mus it happen?

nt being allowed to go for Lifegame is bad enuf without ppl beside me announcing how happy they are going for it. shubat n i were waiting for this for so long n suddenly being denied the chance to go. how do u think we feel? watching the backs of ppl going for it? have u ever considered that? and yet at the very last minute u hv to go rub it it. yay i can't wait to go for it!!! wht ws i supposed to say? yay i m nt going? or yay i m nt allowed to go?

i hate this, i really hate this.

call me when u r sad or crying... i dun want u to cry alone... yea gud statement, bt all u can msg is dun bother abt them la... thts it? hw do u expect me to pick up the phone to call u? might s well i jus cry alone like i always do... it doesnt matter nw does it.

do u actually care hw i feel?? honestly i m beginning to doubt it...