Vengence is not ours to take..

That's right, vengence is not ours to take.. I finally understand that meaning.. also in bahasa melayu there is a saying, 'tinggi tinggi melompat akan jatuh ke tanah jua'.. not only that, there are plenty of shows and books or some other way that tells us this. (eg. Infernal Affairs 3)

no matter how clever you are to scheme and plan to bring some1 down or cause trouble or create mayhem just because you are attention hungry, it will get back to you.

4 the past year, oh, i shouldn't say 4 the past year, even the year I started (those who know me well, would know which year i started), i notice u strutted around the college like you own it, your nose touching the ceiling.. just because you think you have friends to stand by you, protect you, back you up when you carry out your 'little' plans.. you polish the lecturers (yes believe it lecturers), until you can c the smug smile on ur face when that the particular lecturer's heart is in ur pocket. so far, Mr. J & Ms. L has remained the unmoveable ones.. Mr.J is fair and square.. s long s u show up 4 his classes, do his assignments, don't give him trouble in class n do his examinations well, he is not bothered about the rest (stamford students who read this, u will know who is Mr. J & Ms. L) Ms. L is the most friendly and outgoing lecturer i have ever met in my 2 years there. she can joke and talk to us students on a friend 2 friend level, but serious at times.. :p she is still a lecturer rite? alright alright enough praising the lecturers.. b4 i lose myself.. :p

now looks like all your scheming and planning 4 attention has taken a turn and pointed straight back at u.. loneliness, separation from ur 'good' friends, left with nothing but ur own classmates seeing straight through ur despicable little self.. now no longer u can strut around the college like u own it, no 'good' friends to protect u n back u up.. u r left alone... all alone..

to all my friends who have read this tale n knew what happened n who was involved, i can tell you this.. this is the end of what happened last year. :p

now, 2 all my friends who read this but, didn't know what had happened and who was involved, i can only tell u this.. this was a tale of jealousy, spite, hatred, childish behaviour n extremely terrible attitude.. not to mention a thirst 4 attention.. there were many other things involved but i will only tell you this far..

so, 2 all my friends, old n new, young n old, remember this, vengence is not ours 2 take.. stay humble, have a good heart n b patient.. God works in his mysterious ways (its not really me to say this sentence, but i really believe in that now)